crishy wishy washy. bahhhh.

when you're bored, look at this

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 08:07:35 GMT

a list of MMORPGs to take note of and play if i'm/you're ever bored...

http://www.gunzonline.com/
http://en.darkeden.com/
http://english.flyff.com
http://www.knightonlineworld.com/
http://www.dragonraja.com.my
http://www.muonline.com/
http://www.survival.com.my

http://www.battleon.com/
http://www.epicbeyond.com/home.php

will be updated with more stuff since I'll be bored to death during the hols.

quizzie?

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 11:24:41 GMT

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Rediculously long, usualy tied up in ribbons.
Clothes:	Leather, belts, chains, bondage pants, collars, and tight shirts.
Powers:	Dark magic
Special Features:	Unusual, yet natural markings
Sidekick:	None, you have no need for a sidekick.
Attitude:	Bouncy one minute, murderous the next. No one knows when you're going to mood-swing next.
Weapon:	Nothing

Quiz created with MemeGen!

How sweet.

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Naturally multi-coloured.
Clothes:	Simple, comfortable, everyday clothes.
Powers:	Shape Shifting
Special Features:	Wings
Sidekick:	Small dragon.
Attitude:	Cheerful, but calm. The voice of reason.
Weapon:	Giant wrench

Quiz created with MemeGen!

this sounds more like me...

samsung miniket

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 10:36:11 GMT

Isn't this lovely?
http://www.samsung.com/au/products/videocamera/digitalvideocamera/vp_x110l.asp

And it's so small!! 70 by 42 by 30mm! That's even smaller than my zen neeon. And Zen Neeon is already so tiny. This miniket is probably as big as one of those samsung flip phones. Whoa. Pretty. I want one. But it's super expensive like all other video cameras. Hah.

I should just concentrate on studying instead... =(

hmmph

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 12:18:53 GMT

I seriously cannot write GP essays. Firstly, my English is lousy. Secondly, my thoughts are too messy. Thirdly, I'm not objective enough. And all 3 points are seriously understatements.

I don't want to go for GP clinic.

I hope I pass.

I hope I do as well as the average student in NJ if not better.

A B will be nice.

B4.

55 marks.

Only 8 marks improvement.

That's easy.

Isn't it?

Talk about understatements.

aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hmm

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 07:14:25 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/archer904/28497.html?view=1034065#t1034065

Whether it's for publicity or that guy is really that generous, it doesn't matter. IF you ever see this, go and comment. It might help.

15th day of the 8th lunar month

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 12:14:00 GMT

Full moon tomorrow, so beautiful. I'll be getting my braces tomorrow too.

The people at my estate are celebrating Moon Cake/Mid Autumn Festival now though. Time passes so quickly.

Two years ago, it rained during the celebrations. All the pretty latterns they hung up at the tree were drenched and soggy and probably disintergrated after exposure the relentless downpour from the sky. Each and every child's hearts turned dull and cold as the flame on the candle were put out.

Of course that didn't happen. I mean, yeah it rained and the latterns were all ruined, but nobody cried so that's fine. Well, nobody but me. And it's not because I'm weak and frail and so easily affected by the weather. I just felt really sorry that the efforts and time and money put in by the organisers were all wasted. It was really sad.

But at least it didn't rain last year or this year. Makes me happy to see the procession. Kids and their parents and grandparents just parading their funny latterns round the neighbourhood. Yeah, it's noisy with their chattering and the odd funny music their latterns can play. I don't know why they make all those funny electrical latterns that need no candle to light. Yeah, it's supposedly safer than those paper lanterns which will burn easily once the candle falls from its position. But what's the fun? Anyway, burning paper latterns still beats electrical shock from what seems to be a harmless toy. Hah. Or being irritated to death with the funny music. It's cute, but in an annoying way. Still, I wish I remember the name of that song that was playing. Some nursery rhyme turned song or one of those they always play during kindergarten. Drats. I wanted to spell that as kindergarden. I mean it's odd for the t to be pronounced as a d. I don't know. My English is lousy. So it my knowledge on those children songs. and what kids do nowadays.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

The last time I did this (about 2 years ago I think) I was 10. Not bad, I've grown up 6 years in 2. Hah. Nevermind if I'm still physically older than my inner child. The next option is 45 anyway. I don't want to be THAT old.

Alright then

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:21:37 GMT

I'm just deceiving myself by saying I'll work hard for Promos. But heck. Nobody's going to see this. At least that's only one person I'm deceiving. My very own cracked up logic. In school now so I don't think this will qualify for blogging. Just a statement to say that I'm still alive. Hahha. Ah well, my current blog is unbloggable for now because I disabled the coding... Actually... it is sort of bloggable.

Oh well, in bytes now, dying to play mahjong but I have to stop this!!! There's a reason to go on hiatus and it's not just to give my LJ some loving.

Seriously, why is it so hard to stop going online? I mean there's absolutely nothing that's THAT interesting online. There used to be Hogwarts Live and Golden Sun and RO but now I don't have either so it makes no sense at all. Nothing to pull me here. So why am I still here? Very little willpowere. ha. I drew a half of daniel the dream lord today only he looks more like morpheus when morpheus was becoming nicer. I will learn to draw better. And I will learn to make pretty vexels like those down here (http://www.vexels.net). They are so amazing! Some of the thumbnails look like the real thing but it's not too fun if it's the real thing. I will learn to do all that after the promos. Hmmph. I want to make a daniel layout vexel style. hopefully it'll turn out right.

Of course, that's provided I'll survive Promos.

Just for fun

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 12:13:08 GMT

Because I don't feel like attempting my physics assignment, shall just draw my own attention to the layout, seeing that I'm the only who actually look at my LJ even though I've been ignoring it.

Lol, I always though that the guy on top looks like Remus, the guy who's hidden as Sirius, and the knight below as James Potter. I don't know why, they just look a bit like how the Marauders will look as anime-ish characters. Hmmph. I miss playing RO. I kinda stole this fanart from the wallpaper they put up at the official RO website. I'm not sure if that's considered stealing since it's put up for all to use but the wallpaper was so pretty (I mean the Remus look-a-like is so WOW) and well... anyway, these are the links to the actual wallpaper

http://img.ragnarokonline.com/download/wallpaper/wallpaper_70_800.jpg
http://img.ragnarokonline.com/download/wallpaper/wallpaper_70_1024.jpg
http://img.ragnarokonline.com/download/wallpaper/wallpaper_70_1280.jpg

I must give my LJ some loving

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 07:25:48 GMT

How silly, having an exam every term. But that's fine with me, gives me lots of chances to reward myself and keep myself in check.

I'm worried about cavities in my teeth but that's fine with me too because I can become the youngest person to wear dentures.

Ho ho ho.

That's all then. I'm supposed to be on semi-hiatus anyway. Just wanted to update here a little.

Hrrr hrr.

HP. 9 more days

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 11:30:10 GMT

Which Harry Potter Male is Stalking You? by Dooreatoe
Name/Username
Favorite Color
Your Stalker	Remus Lupin
Days he has been stalking you	227
Where he is right now	Camped out behind a bush
How do you find out?	He calls you repeatedly
How it all ends	He eventually loses interest in you, and chases after Cho Chang

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I'm glad that it's Remus... but surely he won't choose Cho over me... I suppose he's just comforting Cho... you know, feeling sorry for her?

aahhhhh

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 07:00:19 GMT

I'm at a lost. I don't know if I still want to stay at volarex. Oh dear. This is crazy. I'm being stupid myself. It's not really betrayal right... as the customer I can do anything I like? But I feel as though I owe them. But looking at their current prices, I doubt they're able to offer me anything good. Besides, customers come and go. Why will they want to keep me? I mean I'm like paying them peanuts. I should move out as soon as possible. Saves me problem of thinking too much. I hope the fortnight passes quickly. Must go and study for common test. Don't want to do badly. >_

Just some notes to myself

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 06:29:42 GMT

I need to make some notes or I'll forget and end up losing many things. First off, I need to deposit money into my bank account or I won't have enough money to renew scryed.org. Secondly, I will need to email Volarex to tell them I won't be using their services anymore. And that's the reason why I don't write to makes these notes on my other blog because well, I don't want them to see it. Lol. Anyway, hopefully they'll still renew scryed.org for me or I'll have to ask for a transfer which they better accept or I'll get really angry. Then I must do a backup of all the files and databases and whatnots, send emails, order a new hosting package, change my nameservers thing, put everything back up, send more emails, and viola! No more worries. Hopefully. Must remember to do this around august-september, preferably before the start of september. At least I should talk to the volarex people before 31/8/2005 to give 30 days for a transfer in case they hate me and won't renew scryed.org for me.

hello peeps

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 11:41:16 GMT

Lol, after so long, I'm finally updating this place. Well, well, I've been neglecting here because there's there (http://log.scryed.org) and there (http://fourtwo.scryed.org) but I like this place a lot now because there's edison chen. *whoot* ME LOVE EDISON CHEN! He belongs to me. MINE. He's my boyfriend. One of my boyfriends. BWAHAHA. There's also Daniel Wu, that jap actor in turn left turn right who's name I can never remember takeshi kaneshiro or something like that lol, hugh grant, louis koo, tony leung, matt damon, colin farrell (sp?), that guy in cellular, a lot of anime guys yum, felix and alex from golden sun, maybe dante from devil may cry

and the list goes on. =) yum.

2004 quizzie

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 11:51:14 GMT

Ripped this off Nat's blog a long long time ago. I should be doing this next year. But I'm bored. =P

My feelings about 2004.. survey + things Nat made up (awards?)

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Sat beside a crazy person and still managed to stay sane. Whoot.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
No and no. I never can achieve what I plan to do. I'm not too sure why.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
I thought too much about this question last year. This year I shall be normal. No. Not in 2004.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Same as the question before.

5. What countries did you visit?
I'll take it you mean the last 16 years. Malaysia (Both East and West), Australia, Hong Kong, China, Japan. Oddly, the same as last year.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
MONEY. And whatever I needed in 2004 but lacked in 2003 and still lack.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
No date. I can NEVER remember dates.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
To actually stay calm and not march up to MOE demanding for my money. Yes, that's a big achievement.

9. What was your biggest failure?
$500. *sniff*

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing major.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Whatever it is, it better not be the thing that made me broke.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
What? Umm... how someone behaves doesn't really call for a party you know...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
MINE. ARGH.

14. Where did most of your money go?
If I knew, I wouldn't be in such a sorry state right now.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Winning $10000000!! Only I never actually won it so umm yeah.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
No idea.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
Happier: no more homework. I have the holidays all to myself! Yay!
Sadder: $500!!!! ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!

ii. thinner or fatter?
The same. Which means I'm still fat.

iii. richer or poorer?
Poorer. ... *cries*

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Thinking before I say anything or act. Doing what I told myself to do. Spending less. Being nicer to people and more proactive. Studying More. Working harder.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Eating junk food. Slacking. Playing RO and GS.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
spending it like it was every other day.

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Seriously, no.

22. How many one-night stands?
no.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
I never had one.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No. I don't really hate people. Loathe would be a better word. But I don't loathe anyone either. Hmm...

25. What was the best book you read?
I would like to answer this but I think I forgot the answer... Err... sorry. >_< 26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
That I like playing the piano better now that I don't have any lessons thought I only play it during the exam period.

27. What did you want and get?
An A for my CCA and pass in HMT.

28. What did you want and not get?
$500. *buries face in hands*

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Who cares? Well... there's HP3 which I really looked forward to but wasn't what I expected.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
16. I forgot. But there were lots of food. Ick.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
$500. *screams*

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Childish. I definitely do not dress like most 16 year olds. I guess it doesn't matter because I don't even look 16. *sighs*

33. What kept you sane?
Who knows? Sitting next to an insane person for a year will make you look sane but it won't keep you sane. Maybe it's because I have an amazing willpower. Ha.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
None.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Sorry... I'm one of those stupid people who never do care.

36. Who did you miss?
No one. Sorry.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
I don't even think I met anyone new...

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004?
In reality, I'm just a lousy pathetic lazy fool who is just too lucky for her own good and gives everybody worries and no one would have liked her if luck wasn't on her side so I should get going and change all this (except the luck part) and make myself likable, sweet, respectful, hardworking etc girl. And that I'm growing too fast, too old. :(

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store

(Shania's Ka Ching) How true... =(

40. What do you look forward to in 2005? (in no particular order)
- Holidays
- Losing Weight
- Being artful
- Learning USEFUL skills
- $500 from the government. Hmmph
- Revenge
- Learning to be nicer
- Growing up.
- Learning less subjects?

some awards!

Best games released in 2004 I played this year:
I don't really play games...

Best albums released in 2004 I listened to this year:
I don't buy albums. I have no money to buy albums. ARGH.

Best TV shows premiered in 2004 that I watched this year:
Don't remember... >_< Most underrated thing that was released/premiered in 2004:
Ummm...?

Still the best game of all time (to me):
NEVERHOOD. Oh dear. I just remembered about this game. I'll write more about it later...

Still the best show of all time (to me):
>_< Still underrated games: NEVERHOOD.
I can't believe it died down so quickly.

Still underrated shows:
Teenage Mutant Ninja turtles? lol... I loved that show when I was young. Now well... I forgot their names... umm the orange one is Michaelangelo (the one who loves to eat pizzas). The purple one is Donnitello (someting like that). And one of them (I think the red) is Raphael. Can't remember the blue one. And there was a rat called Splinter or something like that. lol.

Still underrated music:
classical music. YUM.

Best movie:
Don't... remember... sorry. >_<

My overall feelings for the year 2004:
$500. Damn.

Hmmmph

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 05:26:49 GMT

I think I know why. There're like only 30 people left in the Special stream. And I'm not top 3. Okay. Whatever. 6points for Os. =)

There was a mouse
who lived in a house
infested by cows
and an ugly woodlouse.

The mouse had a friend
Whose life was nearing the end
So the mouse had to tend
To his pitiful friend.

At first, it was fun
But the mouse found a gun
And now he's on the run
Because he shot the sun.

What a stupid little mouse.

So much for my poetry making skills. *rolls eyes*

ARGH

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 05:13:02 GMT

I AM ANGRY BECAUSE I RECEIVED THIS BURSARY RUBBISH. I never had a bursary thingie for 3 years. I don't WANT ONE. =( I thought my prelim results weren't that bad. 76.5 percentage is pretty good right? Good enough to be in top 10%. Then why am I not getting my $500??!! ARGH. I'm so money-minded. But it hurts not receiving that money. I'm super broke. $500 will be helpful. Does this mean 36 people from our school has gotten a percentage higher than 76.5%? or maybe they go by L1R5. But that would mean only one person is receiving that sum of money. Or are they going by the whole of Singapore instead of just the school? I think they may be doing that. =( I want my money!! To think I was a supporter of PAP and was always convincing myself that SS is not propaganda but just reporting the truth. =(

Oh well... I'll just work as hard as possible in JC and get the money back. EVIL MOE. Hmmph. Maybe this is like payment for O levels. Like if I was to get 7 points or below for the Os, I'll have to forgo this $500. .. I don't really mind. It's just a small disappointment. Better this than a bigger disapointed parents. Yes. It's alright. Who cares? I'm super broke but not super broke. There are other ways to get $500.

=(

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 10:44:22 GMT

Painful. I have something stuck between my teeth and it hurts. Not in the physical sense but it's worrying thing. I'm afraid it might do bad things to my teeth. Cavaties will appear. Bacteria will flourish. Teeth will decay. =( I don't want another hole in my teeth. I don't even know if that thing is actually there. I may be imagining it. Maybe it was there but it went away. I brushed my teeth (without toothpaste though) a few times. I don't know. =(

Stupid Chicken Rice. I think it's a tiny bone from the chicken. Bad chicken. Hmmmmmmmmmph.

=(

=(

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 11:13:28 GMT

ARGH. I'm angry. Very angry. I don't know why I'm angry. But I'm angry. I hate being angry. I don't want to be angry. I shouldn't be angry. There's no reason for me to be angry. I musn't be angry. Don't be angry.

=(

bloated?

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:28:31 GMT

End of O levels is so overrated. It's not that exciting. Maybe Chemistry wasn't difficult enough. They gave so few lines for the answers. I tried to write as little as possible. But I still needed more lines. Bah.

unfairism

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 11:02:56 GMT

Isn't it unfair how the nicest things to eat are all made of empty calories? And the healthy stuff are unappetising(sp?)? I hate vegetables. Why can't there be sweets high in ascorbic acid? =(

At least I found a place to donate all my textbooks. =)

RO

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 11:44:43 GMT

I'm finally a swordswoman. >_< Stupid test. Kept falling down.

The little bits of anger...

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 06:07:59 GMT

The Biology paper did NOT make any sense at all. Why does the eye want to take in so much light from that light source? Is a water plant really that different from a land plant? ... Well, that bit was my stupidity. Should have realised about the lignified walls and air chambers and rubbish. Who cares about the differences between male gametes and female gametes? So what if birds are pestered by parasites? Argh. I sound mean... =(

Oh well... what's over is over. I'll try to study hard for Physics and Chem. Try. =(

=( Evil bio

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 10:45:48 GMT

Biology was so crappy, I'm not going to friend Bio anymore. Hmmph *pokes* Go die you evil Bio crappy subject!! I'm not even typing coherently. bah. And to think I actually brought myself to touch a raw sheep's heart just for the sake of Bio. You are so darn evil Biology.

... I feel a little bad for saying that. I guess it's not the subject's fault. Just mine because I didn't study enough and wasn't lucky or smart enough. *sighs*

Lego game.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 04:44:14 GMT

http://mindstorms.lego.com/community/robohunter2

Now I will always remember this link. I love this game though I always get caught. Still, it's fun.

...... I really am an overgrown child. Or maybe it's because my body is still *cough*underdeveloped*cough*? And so my brain persists as a 10 year old's because of the height-age ratio thing?

Are there 10 years old that are 5 feet tall? Or am I the only one?

10 years old don't need to take Biology at Ordinary level. Lucky them.

I feel so ordinary. Biology at Ordinary level sounds like I'm only average. Or below average since the average person's IQ is above average.

Eeek. Doesn't make sense at all.

I'm retarded. I think my genes are such that I have an IQ of 0. Bah.

roar.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 04:31:23 GMT

No pressure typing here because no one knows this link except Nicole! Whoot! Lol... Which means that I can type in Chinese or Singlish if I want and use all those horrible sticky cAPs if I want. Life is good. Umm yeah.

E Maths was okay I guess. I didn't really bother checking because I just couldn't be bothered. All I need is 80%. I worked really hard during Prelims because I wanted to pull my percentage up to a 75%. But now, all that I need is 80%. I'll kill myself if I don't get an A1 because I didn't check properly or do my best or anything. And also because this will probably be the first time I didn't get A1 for E Maths. I need that A1. Just like I need A1 for everything else. >_< I WANT that A1. God will give me that A1. =)

It's nice to blog using LJ. I don't know why. Maybe it's because there's more privacy? Not that I get many visitors on my other blog but still... maybe it's the layout. I have to face Lupin on the other blog. Lol, you probably don't know what I'm talking about. Pressureless blogging feeeeeeels good. I guess it's also because I don't want to type really unhappy things on the other blog because sometimes I view my archives and I doubt I'll be looking at all the old entries here. Especially since all of them will be rubbish. >_<

I feel like typing more Bio stuff here. I'm worried for Biology. I do hope I get an A1. I'm sure everyone hopes they do too. But hoping does not always get you an A1. You have to study unless you are super super smart or super super lucky which is NOT me because I still have to study a little to be lucky. Doesn't make sense? Too bad. I don't want to explain because no one is going to care about understanding. Oddly, a lot of people are coming online now, most of which are those who have no been online for ages because of the exam.

Is it possible to download 40mb worth of data in 15 minutes? =S